Whatever! Whatever would be the content of this write-up it’s from my whatever mind and just want to write whatever comes to let it go…
I was browsing the page of my tagged account and found out I recieved a comment from one of the members. Then it was really surprising to know that even old people are still continuously searching for love. This guy was already 48 years old and according to him he’s still searching for a soulmate. Ridiculous isn’t it? I know you’ll laugh but upon reading his message. I was really touched. He was just I think longing not only for love but care above all. He was divorced to his wife and had three kids. I think those years that he was alone and left made him feel sad. I can say that his aura looks good and kind. And in fact the way he talks he seems really nice to. Well, I’m just hoping God will provide him a soulmate.
Whew! Love really. Anyway- I made that tagged account to let me escape from my real world. In there I had written confessions that are just made to add up some effect on my life as a teener…well, in short most of my confessions are just dreams that are too good to be true. Dreams that a normal girl has. It was full of confessions about the love part in me. Things that i am suppose to feel and suppose to have but is opposite to what Im feeling.
It’s really awkward and I’m afraid my bestfriend will get angry of me because of that. But I know he won’t. WEll, I also enjoyed giving advice and befriending other people in there.
This is the whatever and now whatever it is I’ll end this up….
They said all were already written. We always tackle same topics like cycles each day. We just get ideas from one topic and write it again. So if this thing is true. I’m not writing my original masterpiece today. Because this was already written before. So, what will I write then? Do I still need to continue filling this page or not. What are the ideas that they haven’t read yet? Hmmm…I’m really in trouble..this was really sad we’re all losing our originality since evrything was already written. But, I think not all of them were already read! At last! Hahaha! I’m alive again. I thinnk I should stop from writing nor stop from thinking too! Since the flow of mind is continuous…Writing should also be continuous. It should be done daily, on bed, table, kitchen, under the tree in your orchard, anywhere. Anywhere you would want to. For writing is a passion, it’s somewhat consoling for me. It gives strength to my soul. It gives me life, it made me remember I’m still existing in this world. It made me realize I still can do it. It made me feel, I’m not alone. Through writing I can feel the cold sea wind breeze, I can smell the sweet flowers, taste the sweetest nectar that a bumble bee is enjoying while zipping the beautiful and alluring flowers. When I’m writing I’m not alone. I’m with other people who loves writing to. Though I’m just doing this just to escape the bitter reality of life. At least I’m consoled. Though I can’t state the full reason here, though I can’t shout it out so loud here, though I can’t make it to tell this page about it. But at least even just for a little moment I’m encoding this I am being consoled. My burdens were being lessened. My life is still in its continuous flow. I still can stand, can write, can think. I know I can do it all. I really can make it. Writing is one life for me. I’m even addicted…but not so much…I just love this…Hope I won’t stop this. Hopw I’ll still continuously write..till the end..the this line ends…
Are you awake? I mean do you wake up at night and find yourself awake till dawn or even till the sun rise-ups and the new day begins? Gosh! You’re not alone dear! We’re teammates…fellow insomniacs! Better get going life isn’t bad at night especially if you’re doing something which is hmmmnn…good of course. Yes, why not try to be productive at night? Work! rather than stare at the sky and the stars outside or wait for the sun to rise…Use your brain, never say I’m getting tired and I really wanted to sleep but I can’t. Just say I better do something…hmmmnn let’s say read books, write stories, laugh at myself, talk to my mirror, review my high school lessons, take a look back at my calculus and remember those times I was crying and havinghard times in solving the problems, browse and look at my old photo albums and see who’s in there…maybe I had forgotten someone special, laugh at my ugly and funny poses…hmmmnn think if what I’m doing in that picture and compare myself before and now…These things were really enjoyable and you’ll surely never get bored..or sing your favorite songs under the stars…Try hard tomake your own dance moves, turn on your PC and YM your friends, mail them and let them know they’re always remembered, hug you pillows, polish your shoes, iron your clothes, draw or paint and a lot more..this is if you don’t have a night career. Yes, beacuse if you’ll not find anything that would keep you from going you’ll surely get bored. This is what we call pressures on the insomniacs…
Move, shake, think, sing, dance…enjoy! That’s the only way to forget your insomnia. Then you’ll have a nice morning sleep then…yeheyyyy!!!
Nothing just wanna write something hehehe…
Are we really bothered by this question? Do we really ask ourselves about it? Or is it other people’s desire to know if who really we are? Yes we are created unique in this world. Each and everyone of us possesses characters and traits which are different from one other and thus makes us unique.
In psychology there is this “individual differences”. And from it we can get basis that we don’t need to compare ourselves to others. It is because we do have our own. If there’s something that is missing or lacking in us there were also things that we do have that others don’t. That’s the beauty of life given by God to us. That is why no man is an island. Each and everyone of us is created for each other. That is why we are not made perfect because God wants us to realize that we need each other to survive. The question is are we really aware about this? Do we really know that we are meant to help and be a part of the lives of our fellows? Perfection is one thing that we always seek. That is why we are so unaware that this makes us fall into sin. Because though we know that in this world there is no perfection still we’re continuously expecting and striving hard to reach it. Yes, it’s really true. Each and everyone of us desires to be perfect. And this is where our sins begin. When we desire of something and we expect someone and even ourselves to be perfect we are already committing sin.
Yes, to err is human. It only depends on us if we really make it a practice or a habit.Well, the characters of sins that I envy the most are as follows, jealousy,criticism and gossip. I am not selfish but just don’t let me feel like you’re trying to intrude my life. Kindly mind your own business and I’ll be very happy to see you move on and improve rather than entrude me and dictate me with my life. I’m willing to listen but just don’t force me to follow you. We are different. But, when it comes to being generous you can count on me. Only that my generosity is just limited to things that I can do and offer you. I know how to accept failures but don’t look at me as perfect. Maybe I can portray the role of a perfect movie character but behind the scenes there still are my imperfections. Let’s live life the way we wanted it, let’s improve our selves not by comparing it to others nor making critiques or gossips. Concentrate on improving yourself and helping others to see, that life is worth living for, when each and everyone cooperates and contribute something good and positive to one another.
End line—>To be continued
You are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that’s actually more apt than “Lovers.” Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can’t understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
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If this page doesn’t exist where would I write my stories. Where am I going to say my problems, who will witness the gladness, joy and happiness that I”m experiencing. Where will I share my griefs and sorrow. I’m all empty without this page… Writing is my weakness and nothing more could ever give me the greatest satisfaction other than expressing myself in it.
Each and every pages are all important I consider it as my pain reliever when I’m in ache, medicine when I’m sick, shoulder where I can cry on and a trustworthy friend. Having this page is enough. It gives me life and total satisfaction!
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Business minded people are always the one’s you will see having big eye bags in their eyes, some looks like haven’t slept for a year. Thier feets are always busy walking, thier mouths are talking, if not, their fingers are working. All parts of the body is in it’s function. The brain most especially. Yes this is what life is. You need to live it freely and the way you wanted it to be. For these people each and every minute is important. Task are to be accomplished on time and goals should be realistic. Rest is just necessary when there are no task left. You can never even imagine that they do seldom eat for their concentration is on their business. Their wives are computers, their family are business associates, their sons and daughters are workers…The question is haven’t they even thinking that once in a while they need to breath. Or maybe they haven’t just noticed that they’re being suffocated anymore. Well, yes they’re right and they have their own reasons for saying, “This is my preparation for my future”. But what kind of future will you have when you’re already suffering from an illness. Can you still bring back your life again if you’ll be dead because you keep yourself busy from that business life of yours?
Think about it? Common, breathe, jog, read books and eat chocolates…Life is so short after all!