Life..seriously…

Life..seriously…

Am I really taking my life seriously? I don’t think I’m foolish enough to just play with my life. It’s a God -given gift. A treasure that no one and nobody could even steal. Unless death arrives or God decides to take it away.

It’s been a long time again. I’m missing my blog. Seriously, this thing had been a part of me. It had done so much in changing me and had molded me somehow. This is where I can become my self, the real me, without pretension. Yes, it’s true…I don’t care about what other people says. All I know is that I’m just being me. The persona behind the girl your seeing, running, walking and laughing everyday. I can’t deny the fact that I do, sometimes wear a mask to cover myself and to somewhat deceive someone about the real situation that I have. There are times that I would wear a smiling mask to just let and show the world I’m happy, I’m stable, I’m strong. But behind that is the pain and the torture that I am experiencing in sometimes I can say life of misery. That’s why there are times I would try to tell and whisper to myself “If they only knew…” It is always my desire and want to be positive and yes I would always go that way. But don’t tell me and don’t stop me when you saw me crying. I need tears sometimes, but more than that I really need someone who would console me, advice me, hug me tight, let me believe I’m not alone, let me know I still have chances, I don’t need to give up, I have to move on, I have to sometimes let go, I have to stop crying for I’m not alone. I need someone who would really care for me, who would show and tell that there’s still love in this world. Yes, I need that someone …—>warning: This is an unfinished article, do not conclude first…

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Unwell…

Unwell…

Getting sick is one worst thing that would ever happen to me and to anybody else. Who would want to get sick anyway. Profits will be lost and there will be no gain for the day at all. Worst and sad ever. But this thing would always come. In the middle of your hectic and busy schedule. Like a thief you’ll just notice it’s already taking your power. If not only of Harry Potter’s invisibility cloak, maybe I couldn’t really hide from it’s poisonous arms. Life seems worst when I’m sick…I really don’t want to. Well, maybe I just need rest. Hmmnn..anyway…life is just like that. They were just part of the obstacles we need to pass through. No matter what happens just stay and keep on smiling…That’s the best cure ever…

Eversun’s Tech People!

Eversun’s Tech People!

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Here we go Eversun’s Enthusiastic Team!!! Yeheeyy!!! The tech people…Huh! We’re astig! To the max!!! Guys I just want you to take note of the eye bags…inside mine and Fritz’s glasses and Jerson and Ms. Claire’s bare naked eyes…

Ms. Claire’s Laptop just arrived and we were into testing…Hehehe testing the cam…yohoooo…we got these cute shots..of ourselves…the wierdo’s…Saturday..we were doing our overtime…and enjoying. Our system admin Jerson, his co tech Fritz Juele, Ms. Claire and me…We had so much fun joking and telling funny stories while working. These is how dedicated we are to Eversun! Only that my cheeks felt so numb right after all of those laughs. I feel like it was pinched so hard…I really can’t help but laugh especially when our funny sys ad used to interpret what we’re saying into jokes not to mention the bloopers I had added into our conversation.Ms. Claire I know felt the stomach ache that I and had felt. It was one big happy night for a one big happy team working together…Wanna join the “Its a gay thing”? Hurry registration is for free…Qualifications, must be good in laughing and joking, and crying and laughing again and most of all smiling…:)

Work, Love and Play

Work, Love and Play

“Work, love and play these are the basics without them there is neurosis”.

I love this motto, I really can relate. Why the heck bury yourself into that loads of work,work and work and get bored. Why not try to make some twist and instead of thinking it’s work think of it as a game. Learn to appreciate it! and most of all learn to love it! Don’t mind others if they’re trying to eye you on. Just enjoy what you’re doing. Enjoy everything…Play, play, play…c’mon my playmates let’s play! Hehehehe and then  sing, sing, sing though you don’t know how to tune it in…hahahaha just sing, sing and dance, dance, create your own unique dance steps. But of course don’t do this in front of your coworkers when they’re seriously working. They might think of you as crazy or insane. Hahahaha! Shhhh…quite this is what I’m doing when I’m alone and working..I’m enjoying each and every seconds by thinking I’m playing at  Play Land with my toys… I consider the office as Play Land Palace, my toys are my computer, pen, paper, notes etc. Then I used to think of my self as fairy…Hehehehe..cute little fairy like Tinker Bell. And I  make magics by finishing and accomplishing the mission and the task that I had for my kingdom…

When my co-workers are around I also think of them as my fellow fairies. And we were working together for our Kingdom merrily. Then, I use to greet and smile at them and talk to them with sometimes nonsense things so that they would laugh at least I helped them feel happy. Hehehehe 🙂

Unique isn’t it…Well, that’s life. We need to learn to make outlets and create a natural magic of our own. Through our personal touches.

This is all for now…Chinx!chinx! Blink!Blink! Magic!!!

Things You Should Know about me and Courtship

Things You Should Know about me and Courtship

What do I know about courtship? When did I first encountered this word? When was the time I had fully understand if what it was?

Hmmnnn..It would always be this way…When someone courts me I used to HIDE! RUNAWAY!. Things that always happens to me during courtship FAINT! FEVER! COLD!YUKK!BLEEE! BURP! SLURP!VOMIT! CAN’T TAKE IT! HELP,HELP, I NEED FRESH AIR, I CAN’T BREATH, EXCUSE ME LET ME PASS, THUB! A DUB! SAYS MY HEART! I’M SCARED, AFRAID, TRAUMA, TORTURE! MUSCLE PAIN, HEADACHE, STOMACH ACHE, MY EYES IS GETTING BLURR…CRY, WHAAAAA!!!TOTAL PARANOIA.

Hehehe..yes, true I’m really afraid, maybe I’m a coward or I’m just being neurotic. I think this is one of my greatest fear. To be courted! whaaaa!!! Hmmnn thinking if what kind of phobia is this. Courtshiphobia? Well maybe. But guys, guys…just don’t let me get into that trouble or you might see me turning into different colors, I may become white, yellow, pink, red worst than ever black! I might melt like a candle in front of you. Or you might even call a dozen of doctors and specialist to check me. And end up that nobody knows the cure. A psychologist might think of giving up his profession. That’s why I never ever dare to allow myself to be courted.

What’s the big deal about courtship here?

Well for me, a lot of people has disregarded the value of courtship. I think this one should be a values. Wherein a man shows his sincerity to a woman. His respect for her. My shikes!! I don’t know if from what part of Earth are those people coming from. Don’t even know what they’re doing. They just thought of it as a play, fling, fling thing. Well I had written those exaggerated lines above because courtship is really YUKKK! nowadays. I don’t like it’s sense . I don’t like it at all! To be continued…