June 12, What happened?

June 12, What happened?

I’m 23 Hooraayyy!!

It’s my birthday, last June 12 it was.

What are the challenges that came to me that day?

It was my Birthday and I’m sick. Yes, I was, I don’t even have money in my pocket too! Whew! what a day. But what’s the catch? Well, I’m happy why? Because I have friends who care and loves me, I have my family who never forget that on that day I am celebrating my birthday. Though they are far away from me, I still can feel their hugs, kisses and love thru their text messages. And I have my husband who loves me like I love him.

Above all I have God in my heart! A God that never fails to show His love to me. That day I learned another lesson from Him. It’s the lesson of love. Having those people that surrounds you with love and envelopes you with their care is more important than money.

My birthday is one happy day! A day i can say unforgettable.

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Fresh Flowers from My Husband on Father’s day!

Fresh Flowers from My Husband on Father’s day!

Should I be the one giving him flowers? Hehehehe well, in my entire life honestly yesterday was the first day I received flowers…Huhuhuhu I was really touched! Really!

Father’s day huh! Honestly it never came to me to think about my father. I don’t know, maybe because he was gone for soooo long in my life. I’m not a bad person, still he was my father. Well, if I had reasons to be happy because of him I think it would be because he gave me life in this world.

Anyways, don’t want to talk about it that long. Yesterday, we were trudging our way going to the church when I happen to glance at the flowers and in my surprise my husband picked one and bought it for me. I was really happy, very much! I was so surprise. We continued to trudge our way to the church until we reached the adoration chapel. There we prayed together. God is really good for always Being there for us all.

I’m so thankful He gave a husband whose heart is filled with so much love and care for me. Thanks God and thanks Teddy!

Nothin’s gonna stop us!

Nothin’s gonna stop us!

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Yes, nothing’s gonna stop us! Another day again, we surpassed past trials and we are continuously moving on. Today is our 11th Monthsary, June 11, 2008. I celebrate! Yes I do, and we! both of us! Me and my husband, we’re both happy to be together.

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This life has never been empty because we both exist. Thanks God for always giving us blessings and trials! We grow! We live and we conquer!

My Teddy Happy 11th Monthsary to you! I know that time will make us grow more stronger. More happy and more lucky! I’m lucky for having you in my life! I know you are too! Let’s celebrate! Our love! My Love! I love you so much!

Watch me!

Watch me!


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Cheers for me! My birthday is coming!!! Yes I’m on top of the world! I am and I am…Why? Because I’m standing still. Holding on, breathing, laughing, crying, walking, writing and talking! Years had passed, I know I will not last that long but I’m happy another year will be added to it. Another chance, to survive and wrestle the world!

It’s amazing how life was wonderfully created by God. It’s also amazing how he designed us with courage, strength and choices. Choices to live and feel the very essence of life. He gave us eyes to see the colors and fill it inside our hearts. Smell the fragrance of the path of our destiny. Feelings to feel the soft and gentle moments of life at the same time the roughs and toughs. He gave us time to live it with purpose for no one knows what time can bring maybe a new beginning or an end. The strength and courage to face everything bravely and also the weaknesses to know that we have limits and we need not to be alone. We need others in our lives.

I’m stupid to say that I never hated myself and my life. Of course I do hate myself and my life sometimes. Why? because we people had no contentment that’s one of the reasons but not the main. It’s just that I’m being pressured by time and other people around me. It’s because I’ m being the real me.Sometimes I get too tired of their blames and I’m getting dumb and numb. I don’t want hearing it anymore. Sometimes I’m thinking I wanted to go to an end and just die. I’m a very loving, caring and understanding person. But when it comes to trust and respect just don’t challenge me. Once you’ve already ruined this two don’t expect to see me again. It’s better we don’t talk and see each other. It just hurts that people are so dumb not knowing they’re already hurting someone.

I can manage to be alone than by having this kind of people around me. I get tired, bored and angry. When I got married the thought of loving and giving my full support to this person is the number one priority in my life and this never changed. I do really love my husband. The only thing I can’t take is his family. They seem to be like people with their own worlds. People who are good at hurting someone.Even their own sons and daughters, own brothers and sisters. I really wanted to get out of this maze and trap. However I need to save the love of my life. With this there’s nothing I can do but to become slave of these people. I really hate this but because of love I will continue my purpose.

With my family, I really love them so much, nobody could ever replace them in the world they are the best! That’s why I grew to up this way, because of them I am a wonderful person. I know that. I know I have a different heart than this stupid people. I’m very proud to have my family. A family I can say a measure of true love, hope and happiness.

For my birthday I celebrate and I thank God above all for all of the things that happened to me. Those things brought me here! I am turning 23. Hoping this life will be spent in a purpose. I love life though I hate it a little.

More to come!