Sometimes in life there comes a time when you realize you are starting to lose yourself. There are times you feel like there’s something wrong but then you are trapped and can’t move. You feel weak and undecided.
Your mind is empty, you can’t think clearly and you just feel sorry for yourself. You might even ask “How can I get out of this”.
It’s like a nightmare, you are surrounded by nobody but your confused persona. Nobody cares about how you feel, you wanted to be free but you are tied and the knot is so hard to reach.
There were moments when only you can save yourself. No one else is there, there’s no need to wait, nobody’s coming. It’s your own fight and struggle, yet you are so weak.
How could you ever surpass it, how?
Living in these moments where everything is floating and there’s no concrete answer to whether they may fall or just stay there.
Even if you shake yourself for so many times you can’t wake up. The nightmare keeps on coming back and there’s no cure or answers coming around.
It’s really hard and very suffocating but there’s nothing you can do. A little bit of HOPE is your only chance.
You feel like exploding, you are trapped, imprisoned and useless.
Life is hard when you get lost.
Am I lost? Yes I guess so.