I’m not feeling good today, I am super hurt and my heart feels like dying.
I don’t understand why some people are like that, why do they always hurt me like this, they don’t even think of how would I feel in situtations, they always do this to me without realizing how painful it is.
Even though I’m passive but I have feelings too, I am sensitive I get hurt so easily, I am very weak. I always hide it becuase I want them to be happy but it’s just always like this.
I always have to cry, to feel pain.
Work is my only outlet because only in these people I can feel I am appreciated and cared for.
Sometimes I feel like I’m exploding and super lonely but I would always stay strong and tell myself I can do it. But lately things are not falling into place.
It might be my fault, my consequences but I don’t expect it coming from someone I trust.
I feel so bad and sorry for myself. What a pity.
Ever since I’ young I always experience this, people would always hurt my feelings. I can’t understand what is missing in me or what I have done to them.
I really wanted to end this hurting.